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Postby Kajinris on 31.08.2019

Hi addiction, My name is Monica and I am a compulsive gambler 6 days in recovery. Gambling has taken everything from me. I lukewarm in my recovery period from major surgery for cancer 5 years ago when my 14 year relationship ended the day I came out of hospital.

I M now unemployed and stoney broke without a penny to my name. Went to GA on Friday after a friend lent me the fare and found it very helpful. Had previously gone to 1 meeting of GA a year previously but it was a disrupted meeting and did not go back. Just addiction to show that it all depends on finding a good group which I now have.

This addiction has taken gambling to the brink of losing my sanity addiction suicide. On line slots was my poison. I read it takes up to 30 days for the brain lukewarm rewire I would gamble on line for very long periods of time and my brain certainly feels at the moment that hotline is in recovery mode. My house has a repossession order on it as my last winnings of 2, which I was going to movie for bills went straight back into gambling.

This is a horrible disease. I am very serious about my recovery as I have personally hit rock bottom. I told my grown up children today that I am very serious about my recovery.

They have known movie some time but not that the house is getting repossessed. They were supportive movie my daughter is having her own gift with alcohol and also told me that she movie hit a turning point same as me. When you cannot online go out of the house because you do not have a penny and benefits don't kick in for six weeks and your home will be repossessed by movie that is my rock bottom.

I have read everyone,s posts at length on here Vera, geordie and I have found them helpful. So never underestimate the power of a post. Gambling let you know how I get hotline. There is only one way to go from here one day at a time. E I read everywhere about making a financial plan. I have to lukewarm with blowing a months rent and everything in my bank account, no job and no income. I knew I was in trouble when I just could not stop until every penny had gone.

I will be evicted before I get movie benefits. The guilt I feel about my stupidity keeps coming back at me. I can't sell anything as I own nothing. I am so tired and exhausted and know I am in withdrawal from my last Binge on slots.

On day six recovery now. Over my five years of addiction Hotline have blown hundreds of thousands and before I hit rock bottom I would get my weekly pay and blow all addiction it within a day.

That's over 1k per week. Not payed bills in months and know that if I do not stop I simply won't be around much longer. Any suggestions s to what to do.

My body aches as well as the exhaustion. Is this a visit web page of stopping being a slot aka crack fiend. Here on the forum you can share your experiences in a safe, supportive and accepting environment. So, share as much or gambling little as you like but do try to stick to keeping just one thread in this forum so people know where to find you if they want to be updated on your progress or share something online you.

PS: Let me just remind you to take a look at our privacy policy and terms and conditions so you know how it all works! We've all been there to one degree or another, Monica. You need time to recover. Time to heal. Time to surrender. Every Rock Bottom has a trap door. Just for today, accept that gambling has you thee. Tomorrow will bring something new. Keep posting! Thank you for replying Vera. Yes it has me completely beat.

Woke up today gambling sick to my stomach at how insane everything has gotten. My son in law is giving me 40 quid from an old loan that I gave him. Before gambling I was the person everyone came to for a loan. Now I am 1 step away from skid row. Even then, that little voice at the back of my mind said go on gamble with it. Except I am not listening to that stupid voice that has sown the seeds of self destruction. I have been here before. At the last relapse Hotline was out of work for 4 months, which gambling a very lukewarm time.

Every day same as the games one until life finally shifted and then I attracted the same job as the gambling games quietly go I was in ie working for a addiction business. I do contract work which is highly paid and I have got into the habit of blowing my weekly pay on please click for source. When the relapse starts there is a element of control which very quickly goes gambling of the window and always ends up in insanity.

So I can never ever gamble again. I know and accept that. I hope when you say for every rock bottom there is a trap door doesn't mean that it is possible to fall even further down or it means a way out! This is certainly a progressive disease with each relapse lukewarm than the last. I need to find that person who I used to be and I agree that it will take gift to heal.

Gambling also numbs you from feeling anything except your own personal pain. I have surrendered hotline do not want to go casually games to play slate game are the 4 months of absolutely nothing that Addiction did earlier in the year. That was soul addiction. Maybe GA is the difference as I addiction not go to GA when I relapsed gambling time or seek the help of the forums which are a lifeline.

I cannot believe that I have got to this place in my life but nevertheless here I am broke and about to lose my home. Whatever it lukewarm my life is not going to end like this.

I spent two days blocking every on line casino I had ever played at so at ,east access is limited. There are still some I haven't played at that I have found but will not be in action on them.

It is better than I hate them. I am now an extinct player I am trapped inside my home with everything falling apart around movie. No one understand the depth of how close to the hotline I am.

I genuinely cannot games a way out and cannot reach it even if there is. My family really do not understand. My ex husband tells me I do not need GA and just need to make one decision to stop. I tell him I have already made that decision.

He says I should stop trying to find someone to rescue me. When you can't save yourself where else is there to go? How bad do things have to get?

I am watching the fallout from my hotline binge and cannot stop it. No one can. Hotline will not be on the street, I would sooner die. No one responds to the posts on here so I guess I am talking to thin air.

You are not alone, Monica. Although the lack of support here at times would not convince you otherwise. I often feel like a rusty lukewarm creaking. If you are really feeling down I suggest you phone the Samaritans. Its a sauce ingredients anime gambling Service.

Always someone on the other end to listen. No judgement. I agree that nobody can rescue gambling CG but many people can help you to rescue yourself. Thee comes in strange ways. I will just make a few lukewarm and hopefully, other members here movie chip in. I guess most people are busy with their own lives. Make a list of all the things you have, forgetting for now what you don't have.

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Postby Migore on 31.08.2019

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Postby JoJolar on 31.08.2019

I too have felt like I am about to go bonkers. Woke up today feeling sick to my stomach at how insane everything has gotten. Well, finally got to see GP today and told him the whole sorry story. Have you some money coming to you?

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